Rationality

My head and my heart have
had a falling out.
My head won,
which is good
and bad
it’s unfair and right.
But never think
I don’t want you
or care
or love
or miss.
And you have a place
which,
when I’m old and reflective,
remembering my special,
ridiculous life,
will mean more
than fleeting touch.
So all’s not lost.